@NoLabels7488

2 months ago

Mine divorced when I was 11 thank God. My dad beat the heck out of my mom, then when he started holding a gu* to his head and hitting me she left him. She was no angel though and provoked him a lot. Then my dad met a woman who seemed amazing and treated me nice. She moved in after the first night and got pregnant, they got married and it changed that same day. I came home and she had moved all my stuff to the attic for her 2 current daughters at the time. She beat me in the shower, sent me to a wilderness camp, because I wasn’t bad to go to boot camp. At 13 she said I was too old to live with my dad. Meanwhile my mom had been with a man for 2 years I called dad and loved so much. Then they broke up and was roommates. At 13 he took my virginity. At 16 I couldn’t handle it anymore, so I told my mom about it and said I wanted to get saved. She took me to church looked at him and said she forgave him and looked at me like a whore. She made me drop out of school and sent me to a school called job corps where I lived on campus and learned about alcohol and crap. I was drugged one night and my friend had these guys take me back to campus. I was paralyzed drugged but knew what was going on. The 2 guys pulled in a wooded area and took turns on me. I moved several places for years after that school. I got sick in 2012 woke up to a severe panic attack and left side numb. I’ve still not recovered from that panic attack all these years and in 2015 started vomiting daily still don’t know why. I was 340 lbs and now 100 lbs and I’m 5ft 11in! Yet I still have faith of hopefully one heck of a testimony to give someday and I love Jesus my lord and savior with all my heart. Hell on earth is enough I certainly don’t want to go there worse for eternity and way worse than here. Oh and this is only a tiny fraction of the things I’ve been through and I’m 35. I feel 80.

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