@sandraalvarez4230

4 months ago

Since I was a kid and I'm 52 now I always treated people the way I wanted to be treated. So all the manipulation and the hustling and kids lying to me my own kids to take my money from me. All of this deceitfulness it just doesn't make sense to me. I'm trying to save up money. My retirement everything is being put in an account so if my kids ever needed it when I'm long gone they will still get help. They could still have help so they're lying and stealing from the only person that gives a name about them to think about their future and it just doesn't make sense to me. And another thing that doesn't make sense to me is the Bible says honor your mother and father and your days will be prolonged and they wonder why they're suffering. It doesn't matter if you deceive me, but you can't deceive. God God sees everything. So when you know better you do better like I'm finally doing better. I'm seeing through the BS. I'm learning how to say no. I feel better. I'm in more peace but some of my kids are still suffering and it makes me feel bad because I raised them to know better. So why aren't they doing better because they're not choosing better and that makes me feel sad. But is there life in their world? If they want to suffer then okay. What can I do? I'm not going to join you and yourself friend. You know I work. I'm disabled. I have my rent my electricity. I don't want to be homeless. I've already been homeless. I'm not going backwards. I'm going forwards

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