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I was diagnosed at 36 and although it didn't really change anything it gave me so much peace of mind. I had tried therapy after therapy for 15yrs to try and deal with my depressions and avoidance patterns. After my diagnosis my depression just near vanished, I finally had an answer and I could start accepting certain things that I just couldn't change. It's now 5 years later and I'm a better mum and wife because I know how to deal with myself and what to do when certain issues arise.
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It's like I went my whole life trying to eat spaghetti with a spoon and failing miserably. Sometimes I would get some spaghetti in my mouth, but it would mostly go all over the place and make a big mess. Getting my diagnosis was like being handed a fork for the first time and now everything makes sense. It not only changed my life, it saved my life.
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I KNEW IT! Seriously, though, welcome to the community. You are neurokin and we love you for being you, just the same as before but now as you know yourself a little better.
I was diagnosed at 36. It's a wild ride. Give yourself tons of grace over the next months and years to figure out what it means and how to love yourself better, and we'll be here for you.
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I was diagnosed at 20. I was like "well that changes... absolutely nothing." But then time showed me that it changes absolutely everything! I'm much kinder to myself and realized that I was previously overstimulated 10000% of the time. But now, I have pockets of no overstimulation and can generally manage my energy better
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Having language to talk about it changed everything for me. I didn't change, but my framework to understand my challenges did. I'm so happy for you! 🎉
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It explains so much for women who are autistic. How we can mask “normal” but feel completely lost in the world. Real connection feels unattainable. Feeling static off of people, noise, driving, the rain..so many things. Totally disagreeing with someone who says no one can be without companionship for too long. Not so, I could be by myself forever.
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I was diagnosed at 28, just a year ago. It didn't really change how I live but BOY HOWDY has it changed my problem-solving! Knowing that, "hey, this is an autism thing" makes it so much simpler to ask for advice from my therapist, find very specific videos/blogs from other autistic people on the web etc.
It has made the month long struggles so much shorter! Now suddenly there's a plethora of things I can try and THAT has changed everything :)
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Everything new I learn about myself changes the colors I paint my memories with
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Finally figuring out what you’re struggling with makes it easier to bear. Trying to fight something you don’t know anything about makes the struggle that much more difficult.
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Its like if you had a dog named frank and loved him unconditionally. One day you learned his name was actually Kevin. He responded better when I called him Kevin but other than that he's the exact same dog I've come to know and love. ❤ I'm not comparing you to a dog but I'm also on the spectrum and it just made sense.
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Thank you for this!!! I was recently diagnosed at 27 and learning other adults I look up to are autistic to makes me feel more normal and less alone
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Recontextualization is a hell of a ride. Welcome to the community! Congratulations on having new knowledge about yourself!
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I’m 14 and just got diagnosed. It’s nowhere near as much as 31, but it was still kind of mind blowing as I look back at everything I’d known and realize so many things. Like everything is clicking into place, it all makes sense now.
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Thank you so much for putting words to this experience. I’m a 38 year old female and currently in the discovery/self-diagnosis phase and considering benefits of formal diagnosis. It changes nothing about who you are but forces a reevaluation of a lifetime of relationships, behaviors, interactions, and misunderstandings. I appreciate you and your vulnerability.
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I knew! We can often identify each other in seconds. Being diagnosed at 38 has brought me such peace and understanding. I now have a small tribe of women like me, and it makes me feel fully comfortable in my skin for the first time in my life.
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My dad was diagnosed in his 60s!! It explained so much about so many things in our family. Its never too late to gain clarity and have a deeper understanding of yourself. Thanks for your vulnerability as always ❤
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I knew it 😅 when I first started watching your videos I was like “I’m gonna watch her , she’s ALOT like my autistic son hopefully I can understand him more” it’s the eyes!
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I ran across FB page that described symptoms of autism and I was in tears before I finished reading it, because I grew up before autism was even a thing, and knowing how hard I tried, growing up, and how many things were misunderstood, but it also gave me an understand of another facet of what makes me who I am, the difficult, complex, beautiful person that I am... And that that is okay, too.
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I was just diagnosed with autism yesterday, and while it might change some things, it mostly provided me clarity on why I feel this way and what i and others can do to help
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@raigne86
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Was diagnosed at 32. Nothing changed, except now I have the language to articulate why I am how I am and a better understanding of what types of things I can change about myself, and what things I just have to learn to live with.
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