@kendylouwhoo

8 months ago

Yeah. And there's also a truth, when you've been struggling your whole life, in poverty, in brokenness, in so much pain and hurt, just trying to make it to the next day... when you build yourself out of less than nothingness, because nothing feels like peace and heaven, there is a line. There's a line when you turn from survival to thrival. Where no longer do you have to worry about where you'll get how you'll get good water, the ability to feed your kids, the constant fight, flight or freeze is an every day work through, a place where you feel safe enough to cry, that's something people don't realize, a container to feel safe enough to cry is a luxury to some... but you are right when you can't hug your lover or brother, when your so alone, so depressed you can hardly get dressed. So broke you fast and turn it into ceremony... when breathing hurts and takes so much work just to not be drowning... there's a moment, though it builds over time... a moment where life changes in an instant. The big moment happens from so many moments along the way perseverance, knowing it gets better and teaching your brain how to make it better now. There isn't a moment, but there is also a fucking moment. The portal is in the paradox. For those hurtting and struggling so bad... yes there is a fucking moment. Keep holding that vision. You're life IS going to get better and it can happen in an instant.

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