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Uploaded At Jul 5, 2023 ^^
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RYD date created : 2023-07-06T13:13:52.091538Z
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CFS & Fibro stole my life right as it was getting going. That was decades ago now. I spent years doing everything I could; whatever Drs said, I did. There was no reason for it & no help from doctors. I finally just gave up trying...hard to make & get to Dr appts when no energy to even wake up & get dressed. So many years of CFS had caused many other health issues ~ body isn't meant to be this way so long term. Suicide attempts have not worked.
I'm stuck -- not living, but not dead. Marriage destroyed, along with everything else in my life, 1 that I once had.
I stopped seeking help, since it was a waste of what little energy I could muster up. I am now 64 & what began in 1980's is no better - is only worse now, in 2023. There's no life to go back to now...no friends; no family; a shell of what was once a marriage & of course, no ability to work! It's so weird to not be part of the rest of the world, to just watch it go right by me, as if I don't exist. Because, reality is -- I don't. Do not recognize the person in mirror... doesn't look like me. Learned long ago that "faking it" is exhausting. No reason to now. I'm a prisoner in my own body, in my bed; living dreams in my head, while I wait to be pronounced "dead".
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@hefin.
1 year ago
Forever grateful you did write it, in such darkness you found the light and signposted the way for others to come after you. Advanced the recovery community forward. And my own recovery. Thanks Dan. Highly recommend it to anyone with CFS/Fibro/POTS/Long Covid
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