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Top Comments of this video!! :3
My younger brother got into advanced math yesterday I was told by my mother I remember when I would help him with math because he couldn’t do it and I was so proud because he was growing now he will be one year behind me in math and my mother said ‘it will be great you can help him with math!!’ But I don’t want to help him not because i hate him or anything but because im jealous that he is better than me I have 4brothers and all of them are amazing at something math, righting, social studies anything but what am I good at? Reading 📖 and helping ppl that’s it like they are always in the spotlight and I just want to be Sean as more than the mom friend or the older sister and I just want people anyone to see that I need a big hug and to be loved but idk if I’ll get that haha anyway I love y’all and if you read all that thank you for listening to me rant ❤❤
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Sometimes being a nice and kind person gives you shit in turn and life takes everything and leaves you nothing.
Till you have to be the one to grab the g*n and point it at them.
You cannot feel sorrow for them.
You have to give yourself what you deserve
And sometimes you have to be the person to pull the trigger.
If you don't they will pull the trigger on you.
Sometimes we feel guilty by doing actions we know hurt.
But would anybody feel guilty if they did it to us?
The only person you can really trust is yourself.
Because believe me you'll make sure you survive....
Being kind doesn't give you kindness back.
It gives you a shit life with arrogant people.
Villains were once heros that got trampled and taken advantage of.
Sometimes you have to be the villain that rewrites the story..
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Ok, l never had you in the first place. ❤
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I just want to see who needs to hear this.
"Who are you?" Take that and turn it into "Who you are." It's a tiny change, but it has a vast and almost entirely different meaning, depending on how you view/say it.
Free ✨hugs✨ for anyone who wants one, or feels comfortable with it
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Sad, sentimental music has a profound ability to stir the depths of the soul, offering a cathartic release for pent-up emotions and a gentle embrace for weary hearts
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As someone who has gone through bullying and pain at 12 years old (Im 14 now), this hits hard. I suffered a couple of months of sadness and pain. After l got through it l was scarred, l was angry and wanted to get revenge on those girls. I sometimes still do, but l have learned that if you keep that pain and sadness, it destroys you. It tears you to pieces. Well that's what happened to me. I held onto that pain and let it kill me from the inside. The point is that you should always let bad things that happened to you go. If you can let it go you will heal and become a better person because you never want it to happen to another person. <3. I'm much happier now.
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I wish I could escape from my mind, the feeling of wanting to be alone but not lonely, the feeling of escaping from all of this thing call life but too afraid of ending it. Man the game call life sure tough
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You tell yourself "dont do it, dont. You know it'll ruin everything, you know it wont last" but...how can your heart ignore the reaching hand of the person you love? Even when you know it'll only hurt in the end...
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i wish i could escape my mind i wish i could just love myself for who i am i wish i could be happy again i wish i didn’t have depression i wish i didn’t have anxiety i wish i didn’t have body issues i wish i didn’t have teacher attachment i wish all these things time and time again but none of them ever come true..💔
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Do you remeber what it was like?
It was..... beautiful......
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I loved. I loved and I loved too fucking hard. I loved my friends, I loved my family, and I loved the one I called my best friend and soulmate. I loved so fucking hard it hurt, I gave them everything I had and more. then, one by one, the ones I loved took my love and broke it. they threw the broken pieces back in my face, using it as weapons to slice through me despite the fact all I had ever done, was love them. Maybe it's because I loved too hard, because now I have no one left to kiss my scars caused by the pieces that I gave as love, but recieved as hate. and yet the more broken I become, the more whole I feel because I know that each scar despite the pain, came from someone who at one point or another benefitted from my love. So now I wait, always the bridesmaid and never the bride. I know to always stand to the side, to be the support and never the main character and thats ok. Because my role was always to love, unconditionally. and even those who gave me scars, I still love you. not because of the things you put me through, but because everyone is deserving of love. But now, I chose to love alone, and I am more selective of the pieces of love I have left.
I love you, but you're not mine to keep.
you set me free
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Just randomly up at 4am running through my thoughts understanding things as they are. This was a wake up call! Thank you for sharing this with us
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I feel at....peace....its like im in a rainforest and im in a different world and im at peace, im not in pain im not scared or mad or sad im okay, im at bay its comforting
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✋️ stop! If you are miserable. Let go! I don't want to be just endured. I can be alone happier than your burden. ⛵️⛵️⛵️⛵️⛵️⛵️💧💧💧
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I loved him. I couldn't imagine that he would say so, I didn't think I was going to cry, and for what I was afraid of. I knew that this day would come. I knew that you couldn't trust him, I didn't have to get so used to people, I didn't have to open up to him like this but.. Was I alive with him? I didn't feel like I miss you right now.. But I'm not going to be with you now I'm definitely in pain but I'm going to say no sorry you hurt me too much..
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I love you. I will never say goodbye. I am far far, away but still with you. I really don't know really what your thinking in all those photos with a smile on your face.You should be happy . You are a great talent, fans love you. ❤️ no need to be sad These sons are depressing 😔 goodnight
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Sometimes I feel so sad and angry at my self why do I feel that, because I Expect to be strong my heart ❤️ 😢
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The truth is, I still don't know who I am. Am I who I really am, or am I someone else affected by those around me? Am I actually defending my ideas or defending ideas they planted in my head? The truth is I don't know who I am. I walked on different paths, but the paths scattered me, and I melted like a drop of water. In the air, I don't know who I am. In the end, I hope to find myself quickly and know who I am, and know my true story, the true path that I must walk, and the true thoughts that come from my own thoughts.😔
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Acı veriyor hayat...
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@malbi1585
1 week ago
I have been under a lot of stress these last few days. I have 14 days left before the exams. I have been preparing for them for more than a year, but I have a feeling that my knowledge has not increased a bit, I am worried that I will not be able to pass them on a good score. This song finished me off. After all, I have just finished preparing for them and am insanely exhausted.I needed to vent these emotions, thank you
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