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00:00 Starry Night - Jordan Critz
04:58 The Winter - Balmorhea
10:49 Imbre - Jordan Critz
14:39 Musing Under Moonlight - Brombaer
18:14 Slow and Hurry - Ronkon
21:23 Color Me Blue - Akane
24:33 Moon Alley - Aaron Falk
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
At some point you don't cry anymore, you just want it to end.
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Forgive yourself. Forgive yourself because u managed to get here. Every hardship, every time your heart got broken, every month u struggled to pay rent. We are here now. Forgive yourself for your past mistakes - the future is soft like a cushion of clouds. Believe that - that's the only way to live a happy life. Forgive.
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I've reached the stage where I am no longer sad. I am just tired.
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Itās gotten to a point where Iām just watching my life and not really living it. I donāt know how or when it happened. Itās been so long since Iāve been truly happy. I wish I could just find myself, not wishing to be someone else. I donāt know what Iām doing in life, I donāt want to disappoint anyone. I just want to be present again.
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i'm stuck in an addiction. every day i tell myself it's the last of it, but i cave. i always cave. no matter how disgusted i am, no matter how much i hate it and myself.
i understand failure. i understand it only will come when i accept this as part of myself, and i never will
i will always try to stop
and i love that of me
but i cave
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"If you spend your time chasing butterflies, they'll fly away, If you spend your time making a beautiful garden, the butterflies will come to you. And if they don't come, you still have your beautiful garden."
-Mario Quintana
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No words can express how much I donāt want to be existing anymore.
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I'm in war with myself .
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Loving is easy
I love everyone endlessly
But why is it so hard
To love me
I cant blame anyone
because even i, i instantly
regret everything i say
regret everything i do
Inside my own body i feel swallowed
I feel like a foreign
Like a visitor
And because of that
I never really blamed anyone
For how badly it hurts
And for how terrible it felt
I fear i will never understand
This puzzle inside my head
I fear this war in me
Will end up with me dead
I fear all of this will never
Come to an end
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There is a difference between being alone and being lonely.
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Honestly, just reading these comments is therapy in it of itself. I feel so relieved . Everyone is so kind to each other. It makes me have hope that we still have humanity left in us and arent just empty shells of flesh who merely feel . I also find a strange comfort in thinking that i am not alone in this. That there are others out there who feel the same as me. ššš
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I miss myself, my friends and memories.
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After everything I've been through, coming across this playlist relieved me. The people in the comments were good to me, even though I didn't know them, just reading them was enough for me. I hope you come here and allow yourself to be a little happy...
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Iām so damn tired, people tell me Iāve been strong for holding up but nobody really knows that if I donāt keep on fightingā I wouldāve ended my life long time ago. So no, I canāt thank myself for staying strong. Iām just āsurvivingā, like anyone else does. Just me and my own battle. Keep enduring, life goes on. Itāll end before I know it.
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I'm listening to this alone in my bedroom with eyes full of tears. Being alone is terrifying me, lonliness is killing me. My heart hurts so much it just feels like I'm no longer alive
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at the stage where I don't want to be anywhere.. I want to be left alone and have no responsibilities.. just stillness.. I want time to stop.. I want this world to stop for a day..
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The term "tired from myself" really portrays how broken some of us really are. We have gotten so low in our lives that even just ourselves is tiring. If anyone feels this way just know, there's always light at the end of the tunnel. Whether that's sunlight or moonlight, there will always be a light to brighten that hard time you just cant seem to get past. Self love is key, love and care for yourselfā¤
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Hey if your reading this, just remember that this pain is temporary and will not last forever, and while your going through it your not alone we are all in this together doing the best we can, I'm proud of you for still being here fighting everyday, cus it's really not easy but you still strong enough to not give up, know that I care about you and I'm glad your here, your feelings are valid and I believe you'll get to a better place with time. I hope this helps, you don't have to accept my comment or like it but I just did it for the people who needs it. Remember to drink water get some rest and check on your loved onesā¤ļø.
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Reading the comments while the music plays is therapeutic.
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