Views : 22,841,188
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Dec 29, 2020 ^^
Rating : 4.957 (2,281/210,078 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-04-09T20:34:26.299456Z
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Honestly this song hits so hard. Never understood why my mom would cry in her room alone because I grew up without a father. Later learned he left her after hearing she was expecting me, leaving her with little money. She got a new boyfriend around almost 4 years ago now. Didnât think much of the fights at first, but they became so frequent I began to expect the fights and cry when they raised their voices at each other. Over time however I began to react little or not at all to their fights, even thought they could get extremely cruel with each other. There have been 2-3 times where these fights have caused me panic attacks, and recently they had two major fights that caused extreme mental damage on me. There were threats, insults, emotional damage, and breaking objects. I got so worried I gathered multiple items in my room to use as protection incase I needed to go downstairs in interfere (reminder both fights were at night while I was trying to sleep, both in school nights). They have since apologized to each other but i feel so uncomfortable when they are around one another. Every time Iâm attempting to sleep, if they turn on a show with adult having conversations, especially a woman and a man arguing, I begin to tremble. Iâm not going to go into details with the âbrothers smoking cannabisâ but I have someone in my life who does this I consider myself close to. I never get a good sleep because of the fighting, because I now expect them to fight at that time of the night. Honestly wish I could have just grown up a bit happier because itâs beginning to affect my grades in school, which my mother would be upset about.
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This song really helped me through a breakdown. It sucks that everyone's always saying, "Your parents are perfect," "You're so lucky," "Think of the kids with abusive parents," but they don't know them like I do. Sometimes our parents can hurt us so much without even trying. Especially when they shelter you for so long that when they can't anymore, reality hits you like a truck.
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@bunbunchan406
2 years ago
"I just want to go home, but home doesn't even feel like home anymore. You ruined it." -Octavia to Stolas (Helluva boss)
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